Been feeling emo recently... Some reasons are:


1. Been seeing lesser and lesser of Min Xi. He requested that I keep his occupation under wraps, keep our r/s under wraps, no photos of him, need to be considerate to the little time he has for me and he has indicated strongly that he will not bring a gal home unless they are getting married... In other words, I can't find him when he's sick, when he's studying at home etc... Haiz~ And this is just the beginning of our r/s... Things can just get worse...




2. Twintwin is going Taiwan 2 weeks later... Though happy for her to JJ bringing her overseas for a break...but I can't imagine life in office without her for a week!!! Luckily Xiaoci has joined, PB is not ard and EGG is out of sight, if not, most probably I might just quit before Twintwin returns...




3. Been learning driving recently... so less time for OT and without a normal EA ard, we are taking on alot more work though our plates have already overflow... Hate the feeling of not completing the work assigned and having the department/staff to chase me for things... I know I'm just stressing my ownself and this is beyond my control but I think I'm going to break down soon if this carries on for another week... (In fact I just cried yesterday...Felt better today but still feeling lousy...) HATE THIS FEELING OF MY OWN USELESSNESS!!!




Anyway, some things for me to look forward to though...

1. Pending these items to come in...

Been feeling emo recently... Some reasons are:


1. Been seeing lesser and lesser of Min Xi. He requested that I keep his occupation under wraps, keep our r/s under wraps, no photos of him, need to be considerate to the little time he has for me and he has indicated strongly that he will not bring a gal home unless they are getting married... In other words, I can't find him when he's sick, when he's studying at home etc... Haiz~ And this is just the beginning of our r/s... Things can just get worse...




2. Twintwin is going Taiwan 2 weeks later... Though happy for her to JJ bringing her overseas for a break...but I can't imagine life in office without her for a week!!! Luckily Xiaoci has joined, PB is not ard and EGG is out of sight, if not, most probably I might just quit before Twintwin returns...




3. Been learning driving recently... so less time for OT and without a normal EA ard, we are taking on alot more work though our plates have already overflow... Hate the feeling of not completing the work assigned and having the department/staff to chase me for things... I know I'm just stressing my ownself and this is beyond my control but I think I'm going to break down soon if this carries on for another week... (In fact I just cried yesterday...Felt better today but still feeling lousy...) HATE THIS FEELING OF MY OWN USELESSNESS!!!




Anyway, some things for me to look forward to though...

1. Pending these items to come in...