feeling hardworking now....reading the RF audit comments -.-a whole list of items related to AHP, report is 37 pages and i am only at page 7 now.some parts, really cant catch how the auditors came up with the computation.being an auditor is really a tough profession. 我可怜的哥哥!anyway, hope i can make some sense out of the report,coz we still gonna work on the management comments,and have to work on a tight timeline.seems like there will be many happenings in the month of october.lots of reports to rush and numbers to produce etcetc.i better carry on with the reading, and try to do as much as i can as i've spent wasted an entire week at home. need twintwin to cover for me, despite her heavy workload.我对不起你， 但是我知道你最爱我 =p
papa just sms-ed me, his 3rd sms since last friday when they flew off.
i totally forgotten that my brother is flying to bangkok today,
no wonder i was thinking, how come didnt see him the whole of today.
fever must have burnt some of the wires in my brain -.-
now, i'm truly being left alone. humpff, detest loneliness.
Slacking on a Saturday afternoon
Although it has been a short work-week, alot of things happened...
1. Poor twintwin is sick again...and this time without the tender loving care from her parents as they are in Europe now...Felt very useless that I could not take care of her and in the end she was sick for an entire week. But glad that she was feeling better today...really missed her alot and hope to see her on Monday...working sucks without her company n laughter...
*no one to acknowledge when I threw my mouse*
2. 23 Sep 09, Wednesday
It was 你老板's last day...Didn't really have much time to talk to her...though I was glad we didn't as I didn't know what to say to her too...Too many things have happened over the past 2 months. Was glad that I had the chance to siam from her farewell too as I needed to attend the MOHH's meeting for their Taiwan trip.
3. 24 Sep 09 Thursday
It's BB and my 1st month together!!! He has been really sweet and understanding most of the time over the past month. Really enjoyed my time with him though we had our occasional quarrels...Glad that these have brought us closer and understand each other more...
But above all, I have to thank my twintwin...Without her as my advisor and being there for me when I'm down, we might not have made it thus far. She has been very understanding towards me too. Love her lots lots lots!!! Can't wait to see her soon...
4. 25 Sep 09 Friday
CW asked for a touchpoint suddenly...then she realised that twintwin is not in office...lol~ she's so blur...Anyway, we carried on with the meeting nevertheless. Noticed that most of the things to follow up fall onto twintwin and my plate...as usual...lol!
After the meeting, CW asked GG to exit the room and discussed with AM and me about GG and Elaine's departure to JGH. Too bad twintwin is not ard...if not, she would be able to support what I've said...CW asked if we should release GG on 01 Oct 09 which is next Thursday and I said in a nice way "Y not?"...lol~ Anyway, she's not contributing much except giving us daily doses of GG things to update in this blog....But anyway, we agreed to let her go over on 12 Oct 09, Monday. There goes our funny GG updates...Hope life would return to normal again upon her departure...
5. Some photos to cheer our lives up!!!
i think i am really really really recovering.hope i dont be complacent and stop taking care of myself.being sick and lying in bed whole day sucks.hate that kind of feeling - the feeling of being useless and helpless.i miss papa and mama lots.received 2nd sms from papa this afternoon.they are at poland today and will be heading to germany tomorrow.sounds like they're having lots of fun.didnt tell them that i'm sickdont wanna them to be worried and also dampen their holiday mood.on a more cheerful note,happy 1st month anniversary to my dearest twintwin and her bb.and happy 58th month anniversary to myself and JJ.may both our love lives unfold nicely and sweetly.
before twintwin had the chance to accompany and take care of me, not to say fulfill any of the activities in the proposal stated in the post below,我就病倒了.really hate my body for being so 不争气.boyfriend took care of me the whole afternoon :drowning water down my throat, making sure i took medication,
buying food for me, and sayang-ing me to sleep.am feeling much better now. hopefully fever don't come back tonight.received daddy's sms this afternoon.their flight was a good 15-hour, and first destination is vienna.heard that vienna is a romantic place, with many great musicians.hope they will have a great holiday, carefree-ly :P
and of course wanna wish my daddy a happy happy birthday !
anyway just called twintwin, think she's paktor-ing ba, didn't pick up my call.hope she is with her bb now, having fun and being loving.twintwin, i hope i can quickly recover, 我要你带我去玩！
temperature updates:
200909: 11.20pm - 37.6
210909: 10.40am - 38.3
210909: 12.15pm - 38.0
210909: 1.54pm - 36.5
210909: 6.38pm - 37.3
210909: 9.03pm - 38.3
220909: 8.57pm - 37.7
220909: 11.07pm - 37.1
temperature seems fine. going to sleep already.
praying that fever will not come back tonight.
goodnight !
Proposal for Twintwin's approval...
Date: 19 September 2009Subject: Itinerary for after-work hours from 22 Sep - 02 Oct 09AIMTo ensure twintwin is well taken care of and her time is passed with fulfilling activities during the 2 weeks while her parents are away in Europe.BACKGROUNDTwintwin's parents bought tickets to Europe one fine day and I happened to be at her house doing OT. When her parents came home and informed her on the dates, they had tasked me to keep her companied during the 2 weeks' trip.APPROACHWhile on the phone with her a while ago, was further tasked to write up a few proposals for the remaining days while her parents are away. Decided that our blog would be the best avenue to submit my proposals so TADA!!!Proposal no. 1Tue (22 Sep 09): To go for dinner at kopitiam (not the food court) and KTV at Clementi [1]Wed (23 Sep 09): To go for bowling at Marina Square (that's the only place which I know beside Pasir Ris - downtown east) [2]Thu (24 Sep 09): To go for 好玩的鸡 at Jurong Point followed by complaining about their bad services [3]Fri (25 Sep 09): To go drinking... place (TBC) [4]Sat (26 Sep 09): To leave tt in jj's safe hands (provided he managed not to fall asleep at his house after work Sun (27 Sep 09): To leave tt in jj's safe hands and to attend church with him.Mon (28 Sep 09): To have durian puree at Jurong Point and chit-chat after that. [5]Tue (29 Sep 09): To have 三捞河粉 at HV and continue our 埋怨 about work. [6]Wed (30 Sep 09): To have Garlic Prawn at Coffee Club Express in HV and talk about the GG things that happened at work. [7]Thu (01 Oct 09): To go to Lot 1 to buy hair dye before proceeding to tt's house to dye our hair brown. [8]Fri (02 Oct 09): To return my tt back to her parents.Proposal no. 2, 3, 4, 5...Permutation of the 8 activities stated above.Should you have any enquries/need clarifications on the above proposal, please call 9****011 (enz's HP)
twin twin 对不起我。。。
Was watching movie halfway when my HP started to shiver...checked it out and found this sms from twintwin:
" i want nobody nobody but YOU! hehe. am at timbre, there's live singing, singing this song and i thought of you =)"
copied the sms word by word wor... n I got upset...asked her out drinking several times le...n she told me she quitted le... *felt cheated* boo hoo~ (tears flowing out le... @_@) kept thinking of about this the whole nite...still can't come to terms... unless she brings me out for drinks too... :P
reply from twintwin: 好吧好吧， 真是怕了你了。你做我的司机，载我去载我回吧 ~
wednesday x 160909
met up with jamie after work at our usual coffee place.upon reaching she propose another place instead - she wanted to go drinking.she kept justifying that because we havent drink together for a long time(we worked in the same pub last time)anyway, being the high I, i manage to convince her that damage done by drinking coffee is less than liquor. lol :Pwe chatted lots, and talked about the past - our pubbing lives.
haha those were the days.老了， 不行这样了。realised our last meetup was about 8 months ago,
when i first started work in current workplace.that is like damn long ago lah.work is taking up so much of my time ...我真是对不起我的朋友们!hopefully a little bit of worklife balance is possible ....thursday x 170909
twintwin is on leave today. life in office is so bored without her.
but GG 'entertained' me as usual, and I just know that I have to pen down these happenings to share them with my dear twintwin. cases as reflected below.
GG Case 1 : new hire’s designation is keyed wrongly in system – CRC became CRA.Me: can check and verify the designation, as finance needs information on that.GG: ehh why the designation is wrong? It should be CRC. *calls Elaine* I don’t understand why the designation is wrong, don’t remember seeing you key as CRA, could it be HRIS people make changes on that? Etc etc Me: but when Elaine/Dorcas key in system, the respective executives have to check and sign off the ecaa right?GG replied: I don’t remember seeing and signing off the ecaa leh. Even if I see before, cannot be wrong designation also.Me: ……………………………………………GG Case 2: confirmation letterCindy: can check with you, who is the staff’s supervisor coz I need to know who to cc the letter toGG: I didn’t hire this staff, not sure……but you can check employee database.Cindy: I’ve checked already, it says XXX. Just to confirm with you.GG: in the system reflects XXX, then its XXX lor.
really very G right?!
dunno is it the characteristic of those who sit at that place (minus dindin).
with GG around, there will always be such entertainment.
stay tune for more ! :P
after work, kai and sze came to pick me up.
gave dindin a lift too, since we're going to town.
she need to admit her newly-acquired gadget to the hospital.
my two dear girls brought me to timbre @ the old school, located at mount sophia.
link - http://www.timbre.com.sg/main.asp
crowded with lots of youngsters, the atmosphere is quite good,
and i heart the live singing.
twintwin 'complained' about me being bias - went drinking with others
but not with her. i can justify:
(a) when i got into the car, i didnt know where they were bringing me to
(b) i only drank one glass of martini
but i thought of you when i was there, especially when they sang that song.
you know which song right... hiak hiak :P
i want YOU !
Nua-ing at twintwin's house...
你老板 attitude again...heard that twintwin is accompanying me to the SAP presentation and she/it became all worked up again...think she is out to 拆散 us but too bad...I already given twintwin my promise that I will follow "YOU!" wherever she goes...
* twintwin: please post picture of the card and tim tam...do keep the tim tam clean at all times *
Not only 你老板 attitude, she also kept lying...And what's worse? She couldn't reconcile her lies...the lies couldn't tally at all... At one moment said 我很美 was took out of the scholarship portfolio, and the next moment, clara said that she was supposed to take on!!! Starting to love Clara for her sensitivity and alertness that she has noticed our 不爽-ness in her being took out. Lalala~
Done with my 唠叨for the day...
Now for the happy times...finally going to BKK with my twintwin and my BB...so looking forward to this trip...though there have been times where BB and I quarrelled over some small things...but but but...glad that this is over...
Shopping shopping shopping!!!
Massage, massage, massage!!!
Here we come!!! Woo hoo~
am doing research on our upcoming bangkok trip ~
yay.. finally gonna have blocked leisure time together.
and its our first double-date-outing :P
will be booking tickets tomorrow, still checking out hotels for now though.
hopefully he has time to plan the itinerary.
4D3N. i'm sure its gonna be fun, especially with twintwin and deardear.
lots of shopping items on my mind now:
shoes, dresses, bags, accessories, nail stuff etc etc
cant wait to drop everything and fly to bangkok right now !
and of course,
this trip is also to spend quality time with my dearest boyfriend.
we've been so busy these months,
that sometimes i feel like i've somehow lost that special connection with him.
it wasnt easy for us to walk our near-to-5-years journey,
and i wanna feel special and loved all over again.
many changes in my worklife that i am trying to cope with.
i certainly need strength and motivation to carry on.
after the holiday,
will sure be refreshed and energized to hang on ... at least for awhile.
走一步看一步吧.
parents are going to europe next friday,
and i will be left alone (somehow) for 3 weeks.
luckily i have twintwin's promise that she will sleepover some days.
we can work together and chat all night. yay :P
Monday blues...
Was having Monday blues today...didn't had much drive to work...so went online to check out the price for our trip to BKK!!! Woah~~~ So happy that Twin twin and I are finally able to fulfil our wish of going... And what's more??? My Ben ben is going with us...really very sweet of him to come with us though he's really really really unwilling to go...
Guess my itch in behaving unreasonably towards bf is acting up again...opps~where I cried pitifully to get browine points and him to finally agreeing to go with us... (Anyway the story is too long for me to pen down... and I don't really feel like reminding myself of the whole incident again...) But I'm really glad that it's over and both of us got to know each other better :P
*Heartz twintwin for the sweet post*
*Heartz Ben Ben for being sweet and understanding*
haven't really congratulated twintwin for her new found love ~
can see 幸福 written all over your face these days.
am really happy for you. keep that pretty smile on ya
anyway glad that we decided to have this blog - a place for us to pour out our feelings.
as i pen down 
the not-so-happy memories,
i hope i can someday look back and say that we went thru tough times together,
and we survived them.
we're planning our first trip together - the destination is bangkok ~
pending confirmation from twintwin's BB.
hopefully, able to get his positive reply soon, then we can get down to the booking =)
hope this trip can happen.
seriously need to get away from the recent very-stressful-life.
just wanna a peaceful workplace, maybe its too much to dream of ...
maybe i should start to think like twintwin does - and everything will just get better?
should live a happy life as everyday unfolds,
instead of being worried about things that have not / may not even happen.
no wonder twintwin is happy everyday and can 看开.
i hope to be able to do that too.
Labels: posted by lingz. emo.
心情沉重。。。
看到我的另一半哭的那一刹那，当时的我不知如何是好，只觉得都是我的错，没发现她的不对劲。竟然不晓得这一切对她那么重要。。。
也许是我的单纯想法吧！总觉得事情不可能会有更坏的发展。。。最重要的是我们俩还能在一起。。。事情总会有解决的方法的。
爱爱。。。不要在难过了。。。他们全走了也许是件好事。至少我们能有从新一次的机会和我们的同事建立新的关系。
我们一起加油吧!!!
我真没用，又让twintwin失望了。
我做不到， 还是坚强不起来。
真得很努力控制了， 但是眼泪一直在眼眶里打转。
终于还是落下来了。
发生的一切一切太快了，脑里浮现了许多画面，
一直有一把声音在围绕着我， 问我：还坚持的住吗？还是要倒下去了？
精神伤的压力非常沉重，和我的心一样。
虽让表面上我还可以嘻嘻哈哈， 但内心里我一点也不坚强。
拼命的在往不好的方向想。。未来的日子会怎样？
真正开心的我， 几时才会回来呢？
To cheer my other half up!!!
This post is to cheer my twin twin aka my other half up!!!
Hope this works...
Vocab gathered so far in our 3rd home:
Kent Ride Wing
Abstract data
Seat in interview
Shed some light
I yi you flip
Feng tiao
Gei Gei (with a retarded look)
and this list goes on...will update whenever there are more GG language/whenever I recover from my dementia and managed to remember more of those...
** Twin twin...不要难过了。。。就算全世界都对不起你，至少还有我！！！
(With background music playing) I'll never break your heart. I'll never make you cry. I'll rather die than live without YOU!
Hee~
Labels: posted by enz~
大概是老了吧~
最近精神不好，而记性也越来越差。
i guess it's due to the fact that i'm having mixed emotions and mixed thoughts,
leading to my brain not being able to function properly.
enz should have sensed that i don't feel right too.
lunch today... awkward combi awkward silence..
i played the role of a mute and felt uncomfy the whole time there.
back in office, was kinda quiet also.
just wanted to have some quiet time, and to sort out my feelings.
don't wanna my loved ones to be worried about me.
but i don't know how, what, and where to start thinking?
guess i must have been placed in my comfort zone for too long,
too pampered and too loved that 我不行经历风风雨雨。
tried to think positively, but cant last for long.
in no time, i'm defeated once again by my own pessimistic in-born character.
i hope i can hide my emotions well, so that enz won't feel so affected as well.
heart my twintwin and i want her to be happy too.
If We Hold on Together
Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let them come home to stay
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I
Dilemma~
On off today...accompanied my ben dear today...1st official date where we spent the entire day together. Hee~ Bet my twin twin will get jealous when she sees this. opps~ Anyway, went for KTV at Liang Court's Party world...sang till sore throat le...drinking herbal tea while typing this post now...
Anyway, back to the main topic of today... "Dilemma"
Was informed by twintwin that "Ni lao ban" has tendered her resignation and "wo hen mei" has decided to go to JGH. With this arrangement, guess Elaine would most probably be going to JGH too, given that only monsters are left in the BU... :(
Wonder what will happen to twin twin n myself once they leave...definitely more workload...but more worried abt what mgr will we get...hopefully not those gg n gan chiong kind like Mei Hong...cfm "feng tiao" if that ever happens...
Too many uncertainties now...but few options now... *Confused*
Labels: posted by enz
the news came so unexpectedly,i totally didnt expect it,
and was caught off-guard.
i managed to stay calm and tried not to look shocked,
given that my emotions usually show on my face very clearly.
on my way home earlier, feel a sense of lost.
uncertainty definitely feels uneasy.
couldnt help but feel that more things will surface .. in a bad light.
as a pessimistic person, i always think of the worst scenario,
but my mind is in a whirl now.
dont even know what kind of disgusting trick we will be exposed to,
and what kind of underhand methods we will be played out by.
mixed emotions now - but at least i know no matter what, i still have enz
Labels: mixed emotions, posted by lingz
feeling hardworking now....reading the RF audit comments -.-a whole list of items related to AHP, report is 37 pages and i am only at page 7 now.some parts, really cant catch how the auditors came up with the computation.being an auditor is really a tough profession. 我可怜的哥哥!anyway, hope i can make some sense out of the report,coz we still gonna work on the management comments,and have to work on a tight timeline.seems like there will be many happenings in the month of october.lots of reports to rush and numbers to produce etcetc.i better carry on with the reading, and try to do as much as i can as i've spent wasted an entire week at home. need twintwin to cover for me, despite her heavy workload.我对不起你， 但是我知道你最爱我 =p
papa just sms-ed me, his 3rd sms since last friday when they flew off.
i totally forgotten that my brother is flying to bangkok today,
no wonder i was thinking, how come didnt see him the whole of today.
fever must have burnt some of the wires in my brain -.-
now, i'm truly being left alone. humpff, detest loneliness.
Slacking on a Saturday afternoon
Although it has been a short work-week, alot of things happened...
1. Poor twintwin is sick again...and this time without the tender loving care from her parents as they are in Europe now...Felt very useless that I could not take care of her and in the end she was sick for an entire week. But glad that she was feeling better today...really missed her alot and hope to see her on Monday...working sucks without her company n laughter...
*no one to acknowledge when I threw my mouse*
2. 23 Sep 09, Wednesday
It was 你老板's last day...Didn't really have much time to talk to her...though I was glad we didn't as I didn't know what to say to her too...Too many things have happened over the past 2 months. Was glad that I had the chance to siam from her farewell too as I needed to attend the MOHH's meeting for their Taiwan trip.
3. 24 Sep 09 Thursday
It's BB and my 1st month together!!! He has been really sweet and understanding most of the time over the past month. Really enjoyed my time with him though we had our occasional quarrels...Glad that these have brought us closer and understand each other more...
But above all, I have to thank my twintwin...Without her as my advisor and being there for me when I'm down, we might not have made it thus far. She has been very understanding towards me too. Love her lots lots lots!!! Can't wait to see her soon...
4. 25 Sep 09 Friday
CW asked for a touchpoint suddenly...then she realised that twintwin is not in office...lol~ she's so blur...Anyway, we carried on with the meeting nevertheless. Noticed that most of the things to follow up fall onto twintwin and my plate...as usual...lol!
After the meeting, CW asked GG to exit the room and discussed with AM and me about GG and Elaine's departure to JGH. Too bad twintwin is not ard...if not, she would be able to support what I've said...CW asked if we should release GG on 01 Oct 09 which is next Thursday and I said in a nice way "Y not?"...lol~ Anyway, she's not contributing much except giving us daily doses of GG things to update in this blog....But anyway, we agreed to let her go over on 12 Oct 09, Monday. There goes our funny GG updates...Hope life would return to normal again upon her departure...
5. Some photos to cheer our lives up!!!
i think i am really really really recovering.hope i dont be complacent and stop taking care of myself.being sick and lying in bed whole day sucks.hate that kind of feeling - the feeling of being useless and helpless.i miss papa and mama lots.received 2nd sms from papa this afternoon.they are at poland today and will be heading to germany tomorrow.sounds like they're having lots of fun.didnt tell them that i'm sickdont wanna them to be worried and also dampen their holiday mood.on a more cheerful note,happy 1st month anniversary to my dearest twintwin and her bb.and happy 58th month anniversary to myself and JJ.may both our love lives unfold nicely and sweetly.
before twintwin had the chance to accompany and take care of me, not to say fulfill any of the activities in the proposal stated in the post below,我就病倒了.really hate my body for being so 不争气.boyfriend took care of me the whole afternoon :drowning water down my throat, making sure i took medication,
buying food for me, and sayang-ing me to sleep.am feeling much better now. hopefully fever don't come back tonight.received daddy's sms this afternoon.their flight was a good 15-hour, and first destination is vienna.heard that vienna is a romantic place, with many great musicians.hope they will have a great holiday, carefree-ly :P
and of course wanna wish my daddy a happy happy birthday !
anyway just called twintwin, think she's paktor-ing ba, didn't pick up my call.hope she is with her bb now, having fun and being loving.twintwin, i hope i can quickly recover, 我要你带我去玩！
temperature updates:
200909: 11.20pm - 37.6
210909: 10.40am - 38.3
210909: 12.15pm - 38.0
210909: 1.54pm - 36.5
210909: 6.38pm - 37.3
210909: 9.03pm - 38.3
220909: 8.57pm - 37.7
220909: 11.07pm - 37.1
temperature seems fine. going to sleep already.
praying that fever will not come back tonight.
goodnight !
Proposal for Twintwin's approval...
Date: 19 September 2009Subject: Itinerary for after-work hours from 22 Sep - 02 Oct 09AIMTo ensure twintwin is well taken care of and her time is passed with fulfilling activities during the 2 weeks while her parents are away in Europe.BACKGROUNDTwintwin's parents bought tickets to Europe one fine day and I happened to be at her house doing OT. When her parents came home and informed her on the dates, they had tasked me to keep her companied during the 2 weeks' trip.APPROACHWhile on the phone with her a while ago, was further tasked to write up a few proposals for the remaining days while her parents are away. Decided that our blog would be the best avenue to submit my proposals so TADA!!!Proposal no. 1Tue (22 Sep 09): To go for dinner at kopitiam (not the food court) and KTV at Clementi [1]Wed (23 Sep 09): To go for bowling at Marina Square (that's the only place which I know beside Pasir Ris - downtown east) [2]Thu (24 Sep 09): To go for 好玩的鸡 at Jurong Point followed by complaining about their bad services [3]Fri (25 Sep 09): To go drinking... place (TBC) [4]Sat (26 Sep 09): To leave tt in jj's safe hands (provided he managed not to fall asleep at his house after work Sun (27 Sep 09): To leave tt in jj's safe hands and to attend church with him.Mon (28 Sep 09): To have durian puree at Jurong Point and chit-chat after that. [5]Tue (29 Sep 09): To have 三捞河粉 at HV and continue our 埋怨 about work. [6]Wed (30 Sep 09): To have Garlic Prawn at Coffee Club Express in HV and talk about the GG things that happened at work. [7]Thu (01 Oct 09): To go to Lot 1 to buy hair dye before proceeding to tt's house to dye our hair brown. [8]Fri (02 Oct 09): To return my tt back to her parents.Proposal no. 2, 3, 4, 5...Permutation of the 8 activities stated above.Should you have any enquries/need clarifications on the above proposal, please call 9****011 (enz's HP)
twin twin 对不起我。。。
Was watching movie halfway when my HP started to shiver...checked it out and found this sms from twintwin:
" i want nobody nobody but YOU! hehe. am at timbre, there's live singing, singing this song and i thought of you =)"
copied the sms word by word wor... n I got upset...asked her out drinking several times le...n she told me she quitted le... *felt cheated* boo hoo~ (tears flowing out le... @_@) kept thinking of about this the whole nite...still can't come to terms... unless she brings me out for drinks too... :P
reply from twintwin: 好吧好吧， 真是怕了你了。你做我的司机，载我去载我回吧 ~
wednesday x 160909
met up with jamie after work at our usual coffee place.upon reaching she propose another place instead - she wanted to go drinking.she kept justifying that because we havent drink together for a long time(we worked in the same pub last time)anyway, being the high I, i manage to convince her that damage done by drinking coffee is less than liquor. lol :Pwe chatted lots, and talked about the past - our pubbing lives.
haha those were the days.老了， 不行这样了。realised our last meetup was about 8 months ago,
when i first started work in current workplace.that is like damn long ago lah.work is taking up so much of my time ...我真是对不起我的朋友们!hopefully a little bit of worklife balance is possible ....thursday x 170909
twintwin is on leave today. life in office is so bored without her.
but GG 'entertained' me as usual, and I just know that I have to pen down these happenings to share them with my dear twintwin. cases as reflected below.
GG Case 1 : new hire’s designation is keyed wrongly in system – CRC became CRA.Me: can check and verify the designation, as finance needs information on that.GG: ehh why the designation is wrong? It should be CRC. *calls Elaine* I don’t understand why the designation is wrong, don’t remember seeing you key as CRA, could it be HRIS people make changes on that? Etc etc Me: but when Elaine/Dorcas key in system, the respective executives have to check and sign off the ecaa right?GG replied: I don’t remember seeing and signing off the ecaa leh. Even if I see before, cannot be wrong designation also.Me: ……………………………………………GG Case 2: confirmation letterCindy: can check with you, who is the staff’s supervisor coz I need to know who to cc the letter toGG: I didn’t hire this staff, not sure……but you can check employee database.Cindy: I’ve checked already, it says XXX. Just to confirm with you.GG: in the system reflects XXX, then its XXX lor.
really very G right?!
dunno is it the characteristic of those who sit at that place (minus dindin).
with GG around, there will always be such entertainment.
stay tune for more ! :P
after work, kai and sze came to pick me up.
gave dindin a lift too, since we're going to town.
she need to admit her newly-acquired gadget to the hospital.
my two dear girls brought me to timbre @ the old school, located at mount sophia.
link - http://www.timbre.com.sg/main.asp
crowded with lots of youngsters, the atmosphere is quite good,
and i heart the live singing.
twintwin 'complained' about me being bias - went drinking with others
but not with her. i can justify:
(a) when i got into the car, i didnt know where they were bringing me to
(b) i only drank one glass of martini
but i thought of you when i was there, especially when they sang that song.
you know which song right... hiak hiak :P
i want YOU !
Nua-ing at twintwin's house...
你老板 attitude again...heard that twintwin is accompanying me to the SAP presentation and she/it became all worked up again...think she is out to 拆散 us but too bad...I already given twintwin my promise that I will follow "YOU!" wherever she goes...
* twintwin: please post picture of the card and tim tam...do keep the tim tam clean at all times *
Not only 你老板 attitude, she also kept lying...And what's worse? She couldn't reconcile her lies...the lies couldn't tally at all... At one moment said 我很美 was took out of the scholarship portfolio, and the next moment, clara said that she was supposed to take on!!! Starting to love Clara for her sensitivity and alertness that she has noticed our 不爽-ness in her being took out. Lalala~
Done with my 唠叨for the day...
Now for the happy times...finally going to BKK with my twintwin and my BB...so looking forward to this trip...though there have been times where BB and I quarrelled over some small things...but but but...glad that this is over...
Shopping shopping shopping!!!
Massage, massage, massage!!!
Here we come!!! Woo hoo~
am doing research on our upcoming bangkok trip ~
yay.. finally gonna have blocked leisure time together.
and its our first double-date-outing :P
will be booking tickets tomorrow, still checking out hotels for now though.
hopefully he has time to plan the itinerary.
4D3N. i'm sure its gonna be fun, especially with twintwin and deardear.
lots of shopping items on my mind now:
shoes, dresses, bags, accessories, nail stuff etc etc
cant wait to drop everything and fly to bangkok right now !
and of course,
this trip is also to spend quality time with my dearest boyfriend.
we've been so busy these months,
that sometimes i feel like i've somehow lost that special connection with him.
it wasnt easy for us to walk our near-to-5-years journey,
and i wanna feel special and loved all over again.
many changes in my worklife that i am trying to cope with.
i certainly need strength and motivation to carry on.
after the holiday,
will sure be refreshed and energized to hang on ... at least for awhile.
走一步看一步吧.
parents are going to europe next friday,
and i will be left alone (somehow) for 3 weeks.
luckily i have twintwin's promise that she will sleepover some days.
we can work together and chat all night. yay :P
Monday blues...
Was having Monday blues today...didn't had much drive to work...so went online to check out the price for our trip to BKK!!! Woah~~~ So happy that Twin twin and I are finally able to fulfil our wish of going... And what's more??? My Ben ben is going with us...really very sweet of him to come with us though he's really really really unwilling to go...
Guess my itch in behaving unreasonably towards bf is acting up again...opps~where I cried pitifully to get browine points and him to finally agreeing to go with us... (Anyway the story is too long for me to pen down... and I don't really feel like reminding myself of the whole incident again...) But I'm really glad that it's over and both of us got to know each other better :P
*Heartz twintwin for the sweet post*
*Heartz Ben Ben for being sweet and understanding*
haven't really congratulated twintwin for her new found love ~
can see 幸福 written all over your face these days.
am really happy for you. keep that pretty smile on ya
anyway glad that we decided to have this blog - a place for us to pour out our feelings.
as i pen down the not-so-happy memories,
i hope i can someday look back and say that we went thru tough times together,
and we survived them.
we're planning our first trip together - the destination is bangkok ~
pending confirmation from twintwin's BB.
hopefully, able to get his positive reply soon, then we can get down to the booking =)
hope this trip can happen.
seriously need to get away from the recent very-stressful-life.
just wanna a peaceful workplace, maybe its too much to dream of ...
maybe i should start to think like twintwin does - and everything will just get better?
should live a happy life as everyday unfolds,
instead of being worried about things that have not / may not even happen.
no wonder twintwin is happy everyday and can 看开.
i hope to be able to do that too.
Labels: posted by lingz. emo.
心情沉重。。。
看到我的另一半哭的那一刹那，当时的我不知如何是好，只觉得都是我的错，没发现她的不对劲。竟然不晓得这一切对她那么重要。。。
也许是我的单纯想法吧！总觉得事情不可能会有更坏的发展。。。最重要的是我们俩还能在一起。。。事情总会有解决的方法的。
爱爱。。。不要在难过了。。。他们全走了也许是件好事。至少我们能有从新一次的机会和我们的同事建立新的关系。
我们一起加油吧!!!
我真没用，又让twintwin失望了。
我做不到， 还是坚强不起来。
真得很努力控制了， 但是眼泪一直在眼眶里打转。
终于还是落下来了。
发生的一切一切太快了，脑里浮现了许多画面，
一直有一把声音在围绕着我， 问我：还坚持的住吗？还是要倒下去了？
精神伤的压力非常沉重，和我的心一样。
虽让表面上我还可以嘻嘻哈哈， 但内心里我一点也不坚强。
拼命的在往不好的方向想。。未来的日子会怎样？
真正开心的我， 几时才会回来呢？
To cheer my other half up!!!
This post is to cheer my twin twin aka my other half up!!!
Hope this works...
Vocab gathered so far in our 3rd home:
Kent Ride Wing
Abstract data
Seat in interview
Shed some light
I yi you flip
Feng tiao
Gei Gei (with a retarded look)
and this list goes on...will update whenever there are more GG language/whenever I recover from my dementia and managed to remember more of those...
** Twin twin...不要难过了。。。就算全世界都对不起你，至少还有我！！！
(With background music playing) I'll never break your heart. I'll never make you cry. I'll rather die than live without YOU!
Hee~
Labels: posted by enz~
大概是老了吧~
最近精神不好，而记性也越来越差。
i guess it's due to the fact that i'm having mixed emotions and mixed thoughts,
leading to my brain not being able to function properly.
enz should have sensed that i don't feel right too.
lunch today... awkward combi awkward silence..
i played the role of a mute and felt uncomfy the whole time there.
back in office, was kinda quiet also.
just wanted to have some quiet time, and to sort out my feelings.
don't wanna my loved ones to be worried about me.
but i don't know how, what, and where to start thinking?
guess i must have been placed in my comfort zone for too long,
too pampered and too loved that 我不行经历风风雨雨。
tried to think positively, but cant last for long.
in no time, i'm defeated once again by my own pessimistic in-born character.
i hope i can hide my emotions well, so that enz won't feel so affected as well.
heart my twintwin and i want her to be happy too.
If We Hold on Together
Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let them come home to stay
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I
Dilemma~
On off today...accompanied my ben dear today...1st official date where we spent the entire day together. Hee~ Bet my twin twin will get jealous when she sees this. opps~ Anyway, went for KTV at Liang Court's Party world...sang till sore throat le...drinking herbal tea while typing this post now...
Anyway, back to the main topic of today... "Dilemma"
Was informed by twintwin that "Ni lao ban" has tendered her resignation and "wo hen mei" has decided to go to JGH. With this arrangement, guess Elaine would most probably be going to JGH too, given that only monsters are left in the BU... :(
Wonder what will happen to twin twin n myself once they leave...definitely more workload...but more worried abt what mgr will we get...hopefully not those gg n gan chiong kind like Mei Hong...cfm "feng tiao" if that ever happens...
Too many uncertainties now...but few options now... *Confused*
Labels: posted by enz
the news came so unexpectedly,i totally didnt expect it,
and was caught off-guard.
i managed to stay calm and tried not to look shocked,
given that my emotions usually show on my face very clearly.
on my way home earlier, feel a sense of lost.
uncertainty definitely feels uneasy.
couldnt help but feel that more things will surface .. in a bad light.
as a pessimistic person, i always think of the worst scenario,
but my mind is in a whirl now.
dont even know what kind of disgusting trick we will be exposed to,
and what kind of underhand methods we will be played out by.
mixed emotions now - but at least i know no matter what, i still have enz
Labels: mixed emotions, posted by lingz
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